Tired

I'm so tired of the house search, of course
i'm going too fast again, that's probably why i'm feeling like this.
I'm still in a hyper manic phase, so it doesn't bother me at all,
which is a good thing, LOL

yesterday we checked out 4 different houses,
two were too small, the other two were alright in a way,
but the "click" just wasn't there.

The search continues, I still feel I want an old house,
we found one built in 1895, it has only 3 bedrooms
so it needs some work, but it feels so good, it's like
the house belongs to me. It has a giant living room,
nice piece of land, it's cute and amazing. I want it :-)
I guess all the other houses don't live up to that one,
once my mind is set, It's hard to change it!

Do I have other news?? yes! Therapy starts next Tuesday,
I'm getting a psychiatrist who is specialized in bipolar
disorders, I'm so not looking forward to it, but it's
probably for the best!