No more sadness

I have had it!!!
Happy thoughts are what I need!
Starting tonight, I'll only think of those
things that make me happy!

Let's see.... In random order
-Billy Joel Live
-Billy Joel live on DVD
-Billy Joel on CD
-The first smile of a new born baby
-Drinking just enough alcohol to make
you feel like you're really nice and funny.
-being close to the one you love, touching
him, feel the blood rush through your veins.
-An orgasm, or multiple.
-A grand slam
-Mexican food
-The isles of Greece
-My cyber friends at joelfan.com
-My adoptive sons SJ and Bagpiper, LOL
-Bashing Dan

Oh my God, what a nice list to start with!

Think I should drink one more????

Damn Life.. I guess.

Time for an update on my life,
not much to tell, at least not that much
I want to share.
I have been away, it felt so good, I wish
I could hold on to that feeling, forever.

Good news! I have had one full night of sleep,
10 hours straight, amazing. Too bad it took pills,
but I SLEPT!

I still don't no where to go, which road to follow,
I'm afraid of all those roadblocks, I know I'm
the only one who can make them disappear.
Guess it's time for therapy and probably medication
to control my ups and downs, I'll sure miss my ups,
don't know if I want to get rid of those. Hopefully I'll get
a good psychiatrist, one who knows what he/she is talking
about.
I need to re-find myself, and I will!

Song quote of the day 10/07/2006

I want you - Bob Dylan

The guilty undertaker sighs,
The lonesome organ grinder cries,
The silver saxophones say I should refuse you.
The cracked bells and washed-out horns
Blow into my face with scorn,
But it's not that way,
I wasn't born to lose you.
I want you, I want you,
I want you so bad,
Honey, I want you.